http://members.shaw.ca/webwhore/Doctors.do...

So, there it is, my story from start to finish, as much as I remember, as it stands. If you feel like reading seven pages of complete and total incompetence, click on that link! If you want to learn about the sort of doctors who should be thrown off of bridges, click that link!

Seriously, I'm keeping a record because this is so out of control. and I'm about a day away from totally snapping and losing my fucking mind, literally, I have no idea how I've gone this god damn long without completely flipping my lid. Sure, I've broken down and become hysterical,but I haven't yet REALLY gone TOTALLY over the edge. And I will. I just wish that fucking asshole doctor could be around for it. PEOPLE CANNOT GO THIS LONG WITHOUT SLEEP IN THIS MUCH FUCKING PAIN. THEY CAN NOT.

I am SO FURIOUS and ANGRY and MAD and HURT and UPSET and DESPERATE and A MILLION OTHER THINGS.

And.
I.
HATE.
My.
Life.

And I'm really fucking scared.

This has taken me a long time to write, this post. I can't sit down here you see. So, I may or may not reply to you, and who knows when it will be. Please don't take it personally. My life is a fucking nightmare right now.