after having proven it in the first place...

About the OP...it is very difficult to deal with spiritual abilities. I have seen psychics such as Sonia Choquette writing about familial support, easy repartee with guides, and mostly accepting friends and easily appearing clients, and a general joy in it all. Not my experience at all...I have long feared supreme rejection regarding my "differences", and have only hinted at them for my entire life.

Many, many times, when I see people taking advantage of my true politeness and perceived lack of understanding of being taken advantage of, I simply sit in vast disappointment instead of revealing the truth. Disappointment in people runs extremely deep in me, although I have myself to blame for not having stood up for myself. Which is now changing...I have been aware of things my entire life, and have only now revealed it for two reasons-- I find the 2012 items posted by a few to be true, at minimum in a trend, and wished to add my perception to that array of information, and: to be true to myself and what I am, and can do.

The amount of furor this revelation caused, was uncomfortable, and quite a growing experience. My earlier sense of October being Difficult personally as well as generally, is very, very true.

And most irritatingly, those who wonder how far my abilities extend, and if they do extend further, what that means. And those who test. And those who fear, and worst, call such abilities negative (no negativity involved, except in their use of utterly insufficient perspective and experience, to judge something they know nothing about, much less the spirituality involved, and its uses in seeking God).

This too shall pass, I hope. I know more than I say. I see more than I describe. A lot more. If any are put to fear about it, it is because they are fearful (and again, the new world requires such fear to end, or to be ended by the new world itself). I LONG for the day when those who wish to be irritants, are made to cease. What a glorious thing it will be. Let them explain their behaviour to the increasingly evident presence of God.