I got this email last night from my best friend. He's long been a rock of stability and logic and sees through the bullshit that people put up in their every day lives. I've been telling him for the last few years how the corporations have taken over the country. He would blow most of it off. Then I started in on him and how Obama has caved at every turn and let the bleeding of America continue. He wouldn't hear it, he was enamored of Obama during the campaign and election.
I think he's finally seen the light, though:
***** refused to pay for Lunesta, so instead I got some old-fashioned sleep meds that are highly addictive and to me - not effective!
I'm so freakin' fed up with these doctors and insurance companies and drug companies. I have NO idea what kind of crap I'm putting in my body. It's obviously all synthesized in a lab.
It's going to probably be at least 6 months to a year before it's all out of my system.
I'm am VERY VERY seriously considering some sort of holistic approach. I just need to find a reputable doctor in town and find out what the cost is.
If it is comparable to see one of those doctors (and they are REAL doctors) to what I pay for insurance, medicine, co-pay etc, per month, and I see some actual benefit/results, I'll cancel my insurance after my next oral surgery is complete and just get some sort of accident/emergency insurance plan in case something serious happens like a car accident or heart attack or something requiring hospitalization.
I'm tired of giving these people my money when I'm basically treated as a test subject.
And stop using a bank, if possible. They're crooks.
And stop with my 401K stuff - draw that money out even though they'll be a penalty.
I'll have 2 of my 3 credit cards paid off tomorrow.
I'll bury my money in a freakin mason jar if I have to.
I'm FED UP with taking it up the arse by these jet-setting playboy freaks.
Then if I can get a job playing music, I'll even stop paying taxes!!!
I have HAD IT!!!!!!
Dropping OUT!
I took this crap - temazepam at 12:00 and I'm still wide awake. I may as well taken a vitamin.
If I draw my money out of 401K, I can pay off all my bills and be debt free. ******* no longer matches a cent, by the way - so it's basically a savings account at this point.
Then save save save in cash cash cash.
Sorry for the long-winded ramblings, but I'm disgusted and just plain old tired. I have to fight and pay out the ass to be healthy and happy.
There has just GOT to be a better way.
Of course, considering what is going down in Haiti, I should probably be counting my blessings.
Oh well, said my peace for now I guess.
Thanks for reading and tune-in next time for the ramblings of an insomnia-laden, anxiety-ridden, freak slowly turning anarchist.
So, Corporate America and your beloved corporate "personhood" doing your works of God and increasing the inequalities that we should just accept and all of the politicians (Republican and Democrat alike) that live off of campaign donations from PACs and Corporations and CEOs with agendas, I say to you:
FUCK OFF AND DIE (HORRIBLY AND PAINFULLY!)
